Saturday, May 12, 2012

Just Call Me Tear Streaked


9 months ago I was sitting in this same room with tears running down my face. I was about to leave the nest and start my own journey of life 7 hours away from my precious home and family. I dreaded everything about it. I would live with my parents forever if I could. I had a group of Christian friends that could not be found anywhere else in the entire world. I worried that I wouldn’t fit in. Wouldn’t make friends. Would cry every day because I missed home so much. A little farm in Southwest Kansas had always been my home and I was not ready to give it up for the big city.

Now I sit in this room with new tear stains on my face. This time for a different reason. God blessed me way more than I could have ever imagined. The first goodbyes to my family were very tough and I did miss them a lot, but He gave me a group of friends like I had never known. Friends that spent every second of every day together. Laughed together. Laughed at each other. Prayed for each other. Served God together. Numerous faculty and upperclassmen told us they had never seen a group of friends like ours at school. I miss them.



My favorite memories…

Playing Lazer Tag

Spring Formal

Squeezing at least 9 people around a small round table at lunch every day

Playing Fish Out of Water until 1:00 AM at a local park. 

Watching movies

Playing Cards

P90X Workouts
 
Study Parties at Red Mango

Countless hours in the Library

Saving Bunnies

Midnight runs to Burger King

Sharing our Testimonies around a campfire

Sitting in the middle of a corn field praying for each others summers


 

I still love Southwest Kansas more than any place in the world, but now a little part of my heart belongs to 10 other people.


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